Winter, 2003: I was thirteen years old. My best friend was sitting next to me in the back seat of a Mercedes-Benz, and in the front seat sat two men; aged in their 20s. It was one o'clock in the morning and over fourteen years ago, yet, I can still remember the cracks, tears and … Continue reading twenty seven lessons
Dear Holy Spirit, Jesus, Dear GOD: I fell and when I fell I know you all heard the sounds of a body hitting the floor. I know you all saw the clutter inside my mind get tossed about. I know you saw felt my discomfort as I stayed on the floor, trying to pick up … Continue reading from praying hands to your heart
Man, woman, human, whatever, whomever. I felt like I was staring at a brick wall when I sat there and I heard those words saying 'It is ok to feel like you should forgive' Yeah I knew that why am I sitting here to have you reassure me when I am assured in myself? Forgiveness is … Continue reading hurt
-- I couldn’t actually believe I was actually here in this room right now. I didn’t know if it was out of disbelief or that I that I had finally walked through those doors and committed to what I said I would do. The warm complimenting two tone espresso colored walls, the soft plush of … Continue reading the dying leaves – pt 5
A Cerebral Angiography.. also called a Cerebral Angiogram.. is an invasive procedure performed in Radiology, in which a doctor inserts a long catheter through the artery in your groin. The doctor snakes the catheter through your system, with the help of a camera on a screen, until it reaches the destination artery in your neck where he … Continue reading Monday night turned into Tuesday Morning..
..I immediately felt a wave of fear rush over me and I told myself to remain calm.. so I forced myself to start taking slower deeper controlled breaths. I got up, after I wiped of course, turned on the faucet, splashed cold water on my face and then put my mouth to the running water and … Continue reading It was just another Monday, cont’d..
I really didn't want to, but I didn't have a choice as the Assistant Store Manager, so I peeled myself out of the bed at 8 a.m. and got ready to leave for work. Looking back I was a little more tired than usual that day, but I had also been awake for most of … Continue reading It was just another Monday..
..All I want is to go back to living my normal life, before all this.. tangled mess happened..